9/11 – 10 years later

10 years ago today I was just a sophomore in college glued to the TV with the rest of the world watching as the terrorist attacks unfolded. It is hard to grasp that 10 years have already come and gone and today I sit again watching as we remember those who lost their lives.

Only today, I can’t stop crying. I have a different perspective. I am heartbroken for each of the children who woke up on 9/12/2001 without a mom or dad. Even though Reed is not here yet, it is true that motherhood changes you. I think he is better off in my womb today, because if he were in my arms I may squeeze just a little too hard just to let him know how much I love him. I can only pray that Matt and I will be able to live long enough to watch him grow up and see what type of man he will become.  

How can anyone, no matter their intentions and skewed perceptions, watch today and feel proud of their “accomplishment” of the 9/11 attacks?

My heart goes out to all of those that lost their loved ones 10 years ago today. I only hope we can find even ground in the near future to ensure that this never happens again, on local or foreign soil.  

Belly Business - 30 Weeks

How far along: 30 weeks

Size of the baby: Head of Cabbage – we had a 30 week ultrasound today and Baby Reed is measuring in the 89^th percentile. They are estimating him at 3lbs 13oz already! I have a feeling he is going to be one big boy.  

Total weight gain/loss: I weighed in at the Doctors office today and the news was better than I thought – 18lbs total gain. If I stick to the 1lb per week from this point forward it will put me at 28lbs total gain. I can work that off, right?

Maternity Clothes: I really need to buy more. My clothing selection is slim, but I am so close to the finish line I can’t bring myself to spend $$ on clothes I won’t wear for long. I’m going to have to break down this week or next to buy a dress for Matt Johnson’s wedding.

Cravings: Nothing in particular

Symptoms: Back pains and occasional heartburn… still 

Movement: Every day! He was having fun today during his ultrasound squirming all around and then gave the doctor a couple kicks a few hours later. Guess he doesn’t like being prodded. Either way, he is extremely strong and active.  

Gender predictions: No need to guess, it's a boy

Name: Reed Stewart Tuel

 Out and about after Irene came through